It was probably a very happy ending.

It's Mothers Day tomorrow!
Even though I'm amazingly poor I got my mum a card. She might be a moron who thinks only about herself but she still gave me a place to live for 19 years. It might not have been the greatest place and she might not be the greatest mum but she's mine.
Moving out was probably a good idea. I can deal with her on my terms and see her when I want to, not just because I have nowhere else to be.
I enjoy getting a phone call from her and the atmosphere when I see her seems to be better. Even if we do just stand in the kitchen and talk while she cooks breakfast...

'Turn this way, look at me.'

Read this.

I don't usually like stuff like this but a friend of mine told me about it so I thought I'd give it a go.
It's made me cry so many times that my eyes are hurting.
It's such a bitter sweet story.
Some parts are horrible but I understand that they're necessary.
I also admire that she did it for such an important cause.
It's not completed yet but still, I really think it's worth the time it takes to read.
Anyway.
I really think you should read it if you stumble upon this blog (:

How can you not feel it? What are you, DEAD?!

I need my hair sorting out.
I want it back ginger.
I want it curly again.

Anyway. I've spent all day baking. I've burnt my hand but damn the cake looks nice. Waiting for it to cool so I can ice it and then you shall recieve pictures.

They are not demons, not men, BUT DOGS!

I'm in desperate need of sleep. My eyes feel like boiled eggs and I'm sure that if I looked in the mirror they would resemble some. I've had 2 hours sleep. I was running round the park at 6 this morning! Although I did feel like an ice cube when I got in.
I also decided at a silly time last night/this morning/ ungodly time that I should have been asleep if I was normal that it would be a good idea to stretch my ears again so now they've joined in the hurting too.

My Ben Templesmith novels got dug out the other day, much to my joy and relief. He's possible the greatest man alive on the face of this Earth in my opinion. His books are brilliant. The art is beautiful yet horrid at the same time. There's no detail and yet there is more than enough. The drawings are simple but that's why I love them. Everything that needs to be conveyed is done so without fuss. It's just there on the page, waiting for. you to find it.

Lookie here!!!!!
He's the only thing I'd want to live in America for <3

Wormwood 1 is back in print. That has to be my favourite of all the series. I've been trying to get hold of it for so long now I almost gave up.
I also really want Fell.
I'll get it one day.
Hell anything he's drawn would be wonderful.
Maybe he'll read this and send me a copy.
*crosses everything she can possibly imagine*
I'm allowed to wish right?

'We take all the males and use them as orc bait.'

Getting the giggles at 4 in the morning is NOT a good idea. Especially when you can't laugh quietly.
I can't sleep.
I've tried, but I'm too warm and my stomachs cramping up again.

To think about rules now would be meaningless...

My WoW friends gone. Gunna be lonely only being able to kill myself for a while ):
I really need to get J playing it again but he's too busy shooting people in the face. Game wise, not IRL.
Life at my nans is going ok. It's a lot quiter here than how it is back at mums but at the same time, I kinda miss all the noise and running about.

Roast space beef.

I think I'm going mad. It might be a defense mechanism to cope with all the uproar recently but I'm 99% sure that I am infact, losing my mind. I've been laughing now for nearly 3 hours. Not a constant laugh, because I think I'd have died by now, but random squeaks of joy when I remember anything that is remotely funny.
Wouldn't be quite so bad if my laugh didn't annoy me.
My real laugh, the horrid yet amazing witch cackle has disappeared, only to be replaced by a sharp intake of breathe that produces a squeak.
Yes.
A squeak.
Every time I do it, J turns round and gives me a foul look, convinced I'm doing it to annoy him.
Maybe I should start?