Eurydice.

Finally, I have some mittens. I've wanted some for ages because I don't really like gloves, my hands still get cold in them. Only problem is, I keep looking at them and being all like 'I bet A could make a better pair.' I sound so awful. J bought me them because my hands get really cold, really quickly. He bought me them to make up fr the fact that he dragged me to Asda at 12 at night. I say dragged, I totally wanted to go. We were on a food gathering mission before the 1 o clock showing of WWE Old School Championship started. THE BEST 3 AND A HALF HOURS OF MY LIFE!

I kept saying that I hated wrestling, that it's fake (which it is) and that it's just a bunch of men grabbing each other and lying on each other (which it is) but I've found myself horribly addicted to it. It's something that you know you shouldn't watch, because it's really bad, like Eastenders and yet you find yourself drawn to it. I've got totally wrapped up in the whole John Cena, Nexus rubbish and have found myself hating Wade Barret, even though the story line is so fake and Wade is a really good wrestler.

In other news, I get paid on Friday. First wage from my new job. I will also be a very poor girl on Friday. I owe my mum rent and then after that, I need to buy J his Christmas present (one of several, he's made it so I have to try and beat his gift this time otherwise I'll feel as though I've failed as a girlfriend) which is going to take roughly 50 quid out of my small weekly wage. There was so much I planned to do with this money too:

Resubscripe to WoW (my time ran out 2 days ago, I feel so empty without it)

Buy the new Assassins Creed: Brotherhood (J has took pity on me and has said he's going to buy me it)

Save up a bit of money for one of my tattoos (a passage from Jericho, a game based on the Gnosticism idea of the Firstborn 'a singular being neither dark nor light, both beautiful and terrible to behold'

I guess it's all going to have to wait until next time, when I don't have to fork out so much money to be the better one in the relationship.

I've been reading into the idea of Lilith recently. The whole idea of a woman being created before Eve, from the same Earth as Adam and not from Adam himself. It's pretty interesting. It's said that she broke away from Adam after refusing to be deemed as subordinate. She also refused to return to Eden after mating with the Archangel Samael (an angel whose seen as either good or bad depending on the religion).

I'm not saying that this is true, I just like reading about different ideas of religion. I believe that there is another life, an Afterlife as it were that we remain in but only to those who deserve a place. Those who don't are not cast into damnation, just simply no longer exist spiritually. That's just my opinion though.

This whole post has got horribly serious. I'm going to leave it here before I try to explain the meaning of life or something.